Under your skin
Wednesday’s the day Chloe visits one of her two steady clients. Every week she makes an appointment with Steve and Sebastian for a period of 2 hours. Both got to know the importance of intimacy through Chloe. A feeling that many people have lost in this modern society, a feeling that they have also forgotten to integrate into their lives and to maintain. They want to engage in future relationships, learn to give instead of take. Chloe’s gonna show them how to do it and get paid for it. She is much more of a psychologist than a prostitute, but sex still plays a decisive role in her meetings.
Steve’s opening the door to his apartment for Chloe. In the beginning they arranged to meet in a hotel, meanwhile their relationship has evolved and Chloe visits him at home. At their sessions, they exchange experiences of everyday life. How he perceives his environment, which women he meets, how he tries to cope with his everyday work. Chloe herself tends to stay in the background. Here and now it’s all about Steve’s development. She shows him how he reacts more to his own and the partner’s body signals through a kind of tantric ritual. Steve has prepared the bed, both of them take off their clothes. They look at each other for a long time without touching each other. They look into the eyes and perceive each other’s bodies.
Chloe asks Steve what he wants, what he thinks when he looks at her like that. »I think your body is beautiful, and I’d like to touch it.« »Your lips tell me you want to be kissed«, says Steve in a longing tone. Chloe’s getting closer. »Steve, I want you to get active now and show me what you want to do with me and what you think I want by eye contact and soft touch«, Chloe adds. Steve slowly starts to touch her right arm, stroking her hand, every single finger, up to the elbows. Chloe closes her eyes for a moment, her expression signals pleasure. Steve continues to feel her stomach, her breasts, her nipples and her face. He would never have thought that he would be able to give so much if he took only a little time and paid attention to what he would cause with it for the other person. It used to be straight to the point. When he met a woman, profound conversations and touches like this, which he shares with Chloe, were rather unimportant, his instinct was to get him to cum. To find a woman, to entice her, to fuck her and bust his load on her. Satisfaction was short-lived. Through Chloe, he experiences a new kind of sexuality, one that really matters. His life has changed a lot. By now he perceives himself and other people quite differently.
Steve spends a good hour with active touch alone. He caresses Chloe’s body. He senses she’s ready and massages her clitoris. Today it’s about Chloe, not his own fulfillment. He fingered her and watched her fall into the soft sheets. He kneels on the floor in front of her with his head between her thighs, licks and fingers her clitoris alternately, he circles around her labia and sucks on his fingers, he repeats this process a few times. Meanwhile, he’s done so much research on Chloe, he knows how she climaxes. He learned to make her squirt with a technique that requires a quick, short thrust of the thumb, middle and index finger. Chloe moans loudly and shoots her load on his knees. He licks her inner thigh, kisses her vulva. She’s come several times. »Steve, I want you to fuck me now«, Chloe whispers into his ear while he gently lies down on her. He penetrates her and kisses her cheeks. She kisses his neck, intoxicated by the feeling of the orgasms he has just given her, they love each other for a while.
Another day: Every Friday afternoon, Chloe meets Sebastian at a hotel, which is the place of her weekly sessions. It’s the third meeting, Sebastian is still at the beginning. He is not familiar with physical closeness, too many fears from past relationships have made him what he is today. Trapped in his own insecurity, wanting to give, but not knowing how it works, the gradual dulling of real feelings over a very long period of time allow decisive emotions to atrophy. Touch feels strange to him. In his profession as a successful entrepreneur, it’s all about proving strength, vulnerability is out of place. He forgot what it’s like to love and be loved. He can only vaguely remember the past when he was a young man who thought affection was a blessing. Chloe’s trying to help him show weaknesses. The last time he cried, she stroked his head and slipped her fingers around his eyebrows. She lets him express these feelings, provoking his lost sensors.
Today, Chloe wants Sebastian to take his clothes off in front of her. He shall stand naked while she sits on the chair in front of him, while they remain in this position for exactly 10 minutes. Ten minutes that feel like an eternity to him. He notices that he is looking for a way to avoid eye contact and escape unwanted extradition. Chloe wears a silk nightgown and watches Sebastian. »Look at me, Sebastian, that’s really important«, she says to him. »We’ve been in this position for 3 minutes, another 7 minutes lay in front of you, let yourself go. You look good, you have a beautiful body, wonderful skin, there’s nothing to be ashamed of!« Sebastian does not feel comfortable in his own skin at all, however, due to the many business appointments, he has neglected his body. There is hardly any time for sports and his diet also consists of opportunities, snacks in between, lunch and dinner appointments with potential cooperation partners.
Little by little Sebastian slowly relaxes. He starts to endure the feeling of observation. All of his uncertainties are transformed into a benevolent certainty. »If we think about it properly, we’re all naked in our clothes«, he says to himself. Chloe feels the positive change and comes a little bit towards him. She spreads her legs so that he can peep her private parts. She touches her thighs, moves on with her fingers and finally introduces both index fingers into herself. Steve explores her approach with excitement. He massages his cock. Both caress themselves in ecstatic lust and look deep into their eyes.
Many hidden desires can be experienced through lust. Many hidden desires that sometimes no longer even need a touch, but the longing, an understanding that is reflected in the faces of two people.